hello everybody. first of all, i want to thank each and every one of you who sent me emails or called me concerned about my cold. yes, i was down, and still am. i guess my body was telling me to slow down…. when i first started this blog 2 years ago, i told myself that i was going to keep it all positive and not write about bad things. during those 2 years, a few bad things happened in my life and i kept it to myself. it was hard to do, but i did….
well, 2 days ago, i got the bad news of a friend suddenly passing away. i felt like i got hit by a car. then yesterday, i got the bad news of my grandmother suddenly passing away. now i feel like i got run over by a truck. i’ve got thousands of things racing through my mind, and millions of emotions. waves don’t matter anymore, parties don’t matter anymore, and my cold don’t matter anymore. nothing matters. all i want to do is get back to hawaii and be with my family. i’m flying out today for a few days and wanted to say sorry to all the people for not returning their phone calls and emails. i just need some time to myself…. mahalo….
